street of dampened cobblestone dirty pigeons and trampled smokes where marquee lights faded in the creeping sun and police cruiser chirps, shooed on as randoms of strangers filter out of holes in the walls scurrying from the light with squinted eyes, messed up hair… empty pockets and smeared makeup they all zombie stagger…stumble…kiss and curse down a drunk-filled stretch past half-eaten pizza by the atm after the hot dogs being served with rotten hands before the guy with the sign looking for money next to the lady who bums cigarettes while muffled beats still play out faint like the night is still hanging on barely to dull-sounding music like life support it makes you sick as you stand there then you laugh for no reason check your pockets and hail that holy cab
Sunday morning I could smell the scent of church perfume Nan must have just left Pop is cooking me eggs and mmm…eggs like no others special for me he loved it taking his time, trying not to break the yolk my thing, his thing, our thing then I appeared through the kitchen archway straight to the table and that inside chair my spot til university pop’s service was top-notch always repeating no more then you turn the tiny knob on the black and white tiny old TV cracks of static at first our favorite show flickers and plays on it must be ten o’clock now because the sun is stretching through the window reaching the rocking chair where pop is sitting in listen here’s to adventure here’s to romance here’s the Cisco kid not a word is spoken souls in harmony time in quantity a moment in quality memories of black and white bring me the most colour
I cannot believe that it’s you you’re different you seemed just like me up to a point now you’re someone else… but not you I think that and I don’t want to your life is a sweet story and I have some of those pages I would love to share them with you if you have the time the real you the one in my thoughts my memories my dreams we are still connected you know and I feel you sometimes it might be a random smile I get or a warm feeling all over you too I bet that’s the universe saving us for another day storing our true feelings for each other where nobody else can find them I know that and I know that you know that so, until another day
That breakfast seven days ago was two piping hot medium-sized pancakes, infused with strawberries and topped with whipped cream. Tera’s comfort breakfast. Her favourite part was when the chilled whipped cream made a sizzling sound each time Roomer added that final touch. She adored that sizzle and loved that special requested morning menu item. She ordered it only on the days when Dr. Cross travelled to or from Earth. When he departed for Earth, its taste made her feel better. When he returned from Earth, its taste made her feel everything. The remaining days of the week between when Dr. Cross was onboard, Tera didn’t care what she had to eat. Never mattered. Everything tasted the same. The rest of the menu was bland like how time felt when Dr. Cross was away from the space station. Her days and nights seemed long, drawn out, and completely drab. The only form of excitement she experienced was watching the calendar by her bed flip to a new date bringing her closer and closer to when she would see Dr. Cross again. See her Eric again.