over there, the light
right there, darkness
down there, too deep
up there, just above water
I don’t feel the sun
I don’t walk with the moon
I am blank
…I am empty
Empty
Tag: anxiety
Anxiety – Haiku
as light goes away
darkness grows and consumes me
will the sun return
Journal Entry # 225 – Self Kelp
When my days start to feel bland, I try adding a little salt. – Ash
Journal Entry # 224 – Grinning the Battle
Anxiety can sometimes trick me into thinking I can’t beat it. When I smile, I take back the lead. – Ash
Journal Entry # 205 – Cliff Notes
If you are depressed, you are living in the past. If you are anxious, you are living in the future. If you are at peace, you are living in the present. – Lao Tzu
Journal Entry # 80 – I’ll Keep Fighting!!
Monsters are real, ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes, they win. – Stephen King
Journal Entry # 59 – Normal is an Illusion!
Normal is just an illusion. What’s normal to a spider is chaos for the fly.
Journal Entry # 28 – Anxiety
I have no idea how to stop thinking now that I can’t stop thinking about it.
– Me
Hidden Smile
If you see me sometime and I don’t look your way,
I beg your pardon, just not myself today.
My smile is hidden, my laughter’s gone quiet.
Contrast to normal, I mean not to try it.
The struggle within is a battle some time,
feels like a mountain that’s too high to climb.
It’s lonely in there, just me and my thought.
Understand why? You probably will not.
If you see me displaced, please keep your intention.
Show me concern and give me attention.
There’s a smile inside, it just got displaced.
Knowing you care will bring it back to my face.
Earth To Ash 