"A collection of my thoughts, feelings, and reactions, to the world around me"
Why can’t I smile and mean it anymore?
Is it because of my friend, dear Misery?
But, I’ve known her now, more than anyone of flesh.
She whispers constantly in my ear.
Of a promise…that if I go with her.
She’ll take my spirit and scatter it amongst the stars,
so I may no longer be alone, in this world of the forgotten.
‘Blind must be the heart,
when there is so much colour…
all that’s seen is grey.’
Raindrops lost in a puddle,
I have already lost track.
A ray of light…
just one.
I’m not drowning anymore,
someone has heard my voice.
Soon, I’ll be alive.
“Surrounded by you, my eyes open or closed.
Thinking of you, lost petal, my rose.
Hoping for you, to change what you’ve chose.
Wishing for you, to love me like those.”
All I hear is the wind,
the rain…slaps at me.
My mind has frozen,
but whitecaps still capture.
To the bone and in drench,
I see the window…
where you’re waiting.
