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A Shade of Ash # 9 – Beaten Heart

Distance between us feels like dementia of my heart . It still beats, but it’s getting harder to remember what makes it. – Dad

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Journal Entry # 216 – Flowers Picked From A Garden

I miss you every day of my life. Today was no different. Maybe tomorrow will be. – Dad

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Soiled

Like a flower starvingI long for your lighta drop of youreplenish meor…leave me to wilt

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Unfather’s Day

Today, I don’t want to exist.Tomorrow is fine, but not today.Today, I don’t deserve anything. I hate the happiness, I hate the gift ideas.I hate the attempts to cheer me up from friends and family.I hate cards, I hate phone calls, I hate the internet.I hate robbing my stepfather from his day, I’m so damn […]

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Journal Entry # 187 – It’s Hard When The Scars Still Remind Me

To heal a wound you must stop scratching it. – Paulo Coelho

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Regret

I punish for love, you punish forever.

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Father’s Storm

I wish this day away just like the many before it. No matter how high the sun, that cloud will forever rain on me. As I try to move on, the shadows creep alongside teasing a dark void. My unhealed scars, they fester each time I’m reminded, adding one more to an already weathered heart.

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