I love experiencing something that I forgot I missed. Like the smell of the ocean, the call of seabirds, and standing in the picking rain while I drift. I call them triggers when they happen. Triggers that I’m not living my life the way I was meant to. Reminders that there are pieces of me that need replenishing. – Ash
today, the air was different I paid attention to the seabirds watched the tide go all the way out to my left, a boat hummed away from the harbour to my right, lost sheep chew green grass into yellow a car passes by and the people wave while Jack the black cat sits still on a picket fence and Patti, the old neighbour strokes the last drop of paint …against his saltbox home I am shaken by something I can’t understand an algorithm of existing in a moment of my life seeing clear because that life stopped me in my tracks pushed my breath straight to my lungs grew my heart for the love of living filled me with the longing for more I know now that there is something more to every day my heart was smothered and my soul blinded until my spirit had enough and awakened
You are a flower a flower long picked from the garden home with just today as a reminder of when you began to grow seasons pass and nothing else seems to want to flourish anymore your bloom was what kept these old roots alive now, the rain never comes backs the sun only hurts the moon listens, but that’s all the wind is gone before I know it not one thing about life is life in this garden home without a little flower
We should not worry about how long we will live? But, rather, how do we live? Quantity of life is a one-time blessing. It’s the quality of life that provides forever bliss. – Ash
One Saturday an old used-up weekend in my life back when I was a small boy who took shortcuts home I remember that Saturday and how golden was the hillside how the fences cast shadows through blades of long grass while it danced when the wind played the lead along the way I ducked clotheslines with flapping white blankets and wool socks that made dogs bark for no reason almost home I stopped to take a drink from a cold stream with those floaty things a puttering engine in the distance pulled me up for a look when I do I see a fishing boat breaking the glass harbour I become lost in the triangle wake of that trail the vessel leads behind as its crew steams toward their living into the greying eve while seagulls give chase for little company it stretches a few seconds for me for some reason captivates me, holds my breath, takes grip of my soul until the lighthouse steals away the attention enough to break my trance in time to hear the voice of my grandmother who sings my name through the hills beckons my return from the adventures of my childhood it won’t be long now, just cross the torn bush garden and the triangle stone like I remember…one Saturday