Like a bottle in a vast ocean…I’m drifting further and further from your beautiful shore, I float my body breaking against violent waves which pull me far far from the horizon alone, I wade, no one around to hear me for the longest days…the darkest of nights, Oh, how I’ve prayed to be rescued pulled ashore only by your hand chipped and weathered most of me empty, nothing left but a note two words I’ve carried with me for so long hoping someday my message would reach you fall from your lips and into your broken heart …I’m sorry
Between fact and failure I lay face down in muddied water Neck broken, heart still My sweat unrecognized, salts cold blood For I am left behind just like others find me beneath the gallows …at first sign of weakness they will sip their drinks, sip faster at the feet of false gods in the name of the blinding rich
This time it didn’t matter if I held you I guess my heart grew stronger from all the breaks Like a junky with a kicked addiction my track marks no longer have aches
I fought through the pain of withdrawal alone and in despair Worth nothing more to you, forgotten in some gutter behind nowhere
Day and night I yearned for another fix even if it was to be my last Only it was you who controlled the poison Stronger than any vial or any glass
I had to kick this dirty habit I just had to say goodbye For the therapy of holding on to you was worse than coming down from the high
Now, my veins are finally clean suppressed from the urge of you It took my own rock bottom to discover… that a drug can be tainted too
tell me how I can make a dream come true like the one I had last night of you and then there was the night before and…well, so many many more
it’s the one where you said hello and the tears suddenly began to flow we rushed into an embrace and held each other tight all I wanted to do was hold on with all my might
I tried to stay for as long as one dream could remain in a place void of the hurt, the loss, the pain oh please tell me how I can make that dream come true when I dream a little dream of you
It’s black inside the ocean especially in the shadows where sharks pretend to sleep my eyes barely banish their stares until what lurks finally confronts me but… why have they not teethed on this body that drifts alone lifeless and willing could they sense poisoned blood from just a taste am I worse
surrounded in the francais schoolboys like I, chase through stone corridors in jest pass tank topped bread makers and rum runners filling dark sacks who was I to speak to the going-ons of this foreign land take me instead to the countryside in an hour less a half share with me tales let me sip wine and pretend that I am a man
I hope everyone’s having a good week, we’ve made it to Hump Day at least. So, I was out running the other day and as you can see from above, it was a pretty nice day. Good thinking weather with the sun shining and downtown buzzing with activity. Along the way, I stopped for a look-around and just before I turned for home, a thought popped up in my head. Something I would love to have your help with. For the last few years, I have been entering my poems into a national poetry contest and I am on the verge of submitting again for 2019. Some of you know that I have my anxieties when it comes to hitting publish on my poetry work, but I’ve learned to post anyway. One of the main reasons for this is because of you fine people, my awesome followers. Your follows, likes, and wonderful comments over the years have given me so much confidence in my writing. In this case, my poetry. You’re a huge part in the evolution of my poem writing and in saying that, it brings me to my special favour.