Journal Entry # 238 – Life is Shores to Take

In a moment like this, life and a photo become right there for the taking. This picture is proof I grabbed for them both. – Ash

A Shade of Ash # 21 – Heart to Heart

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I mentioned my daughter today as I always do in conversation. Oddly enough, to someone the same age as her. The response, “If she is anything like you, Ash, I’m sure she is just as awesome.” My heart sank. Why does the rest of the world see what she cannot? Why do I try to convince myself that what they say is not true because it is not told to me by her? Why do I feel broken and all she did was just sweep away the pieces? Questions I ask all the time because I hurt all the time. Something must be wrong with me. 
 
But then someone comes along and suddenly, my reflection in the mirror changes. The questions disappear as I find another piece of me that was thrown away. Returned by a friendly face reminding me how my big my heart actually is.

Journal Entry # 233 – Keep Time At Bay

I try not to worry about tomorrow when there is still so much today left. – Ash 

Journal Entry # 230 – Don’t Allow Time to Drift Away

There are many moments in a day, but the important ones belong to me. – Ash 

Am I Write? # 30 -A Moment, A Muse

I always seem to forget that to get something out of me, first I must get out myself. – Ash 

Journal Entry # 190 – Alrighty Then!

If you aren’t in the moment, you are either looking forward to uncertainty, or back to pain and regret. – Jim Carrey