a tennis court sunset one more you would call out I was already expecting to hear it every day the same time, we played a father I met a summer ago he was good so good he made me good too I loved that about us it's the only thing I can say we still have that memory I just told you about he pushed me he made me run all over the place he beat me over and over and... over again And, I loved every minute of it I wish I could have just... one more
8:40, nineteen ninety... something I'm in a random cozy hamlet in Newfoundland on a busline from somewhere heading to somewhere else that made a stop five minutes ago the people who got off are smoking some are gone to pee, I'm sure I had to at the last stop travelling strangers grabbing chip bags pop cans various candy unlucky scratch tickets stale coffee and half decent donuts the bus window is cold against my bored forehead rocking back and forth waking me up and cooling me down from no AC and cabin farts as if in a signalling moment the big bus hissed did in my simple peripheral spot a black cat on a white patio chair watch for but a second as a brown rusty sign hangs on for its life swinging against a summer night breeze there he is like the one in every tiny town the local who says hello to everybody trys to shake hands while nodding all the time with a grin dressed in all demin wearing a ball cap full of finger print oil stains with a broken peak I hear the name Kenny repeated must be him great smile he had then the booms and thuds of the luggage compartments falling into place then my seat suddenly shakes from a "hands pulling motion" it annoys me a little new passengers settle in seats nowhere near me bonus I listen as the fares are quoted by the driver I guess how far they are going by the price like an are we there yet game whispers dull to a silence the lights go dim no more marked trail to back or front with tiny lights hiss and hiss of the brakes the door is pulled shut hiss and hiss eyeballs stare in the rearview they are on we are off 8:50
melting away like an ice cream in summer did I go to a happy place colouring the world around me with a palette of June, July, and August kicking dust up off the dirted roads that I wandered rolling in grass that always made me itch remembering the hot sands between my toes how salty the ocean tasted when I dunked my brave self under when the sun got hot, I stayed still stared at puffy clouds watched insects go about their day captured speckled backs in a cold stream rode my bike all over the place even with skinned knees in this time I can still feel that breeze of another that made the hairs on my arms stand up toward a summer sun reaching at my face guiding me toward adventures of carnivals and caves of good guys against bad falling down, falling over as we faked it all with imagination the best thing about summer is when comes it brings with it warmth and smiles makes you run and laugh inside turns you young again in times of summer in summer times