I wrote a letter
on a beacon of hope
gave fate the return address
but sadly, I still sit and wait
for tomorrow
and tomorrow
maybe tomorrow
but sadly, tomorrow never comes
every day is a search
every day a wish
please
please
oh please
but sadly, nothing is found or returned
some days I see shadows
some nights a mirage
could it be
could it be
could it be
but sadly, none of them are really you
there are moments where I believe
there are moments where I truly feel
that I will see you again in time
as it passes
and passes
and passes
but sadly, you're still disappeared
i look, turn around, and see your face then, it falls away like dust like a living dream not even yours in the first place so, I keep walking along staring at the ground trying harder to recall what’s left of the vision I have of you only time has started to begin to fade the picture even though my heart has a good memory the beats are becoming too far between those flashes no longer able to bring it back to life no matter how much I love you soon, i won’t be able to see you anymore when you’re way out of focus and completely lost from my heart
Like a bottle in a vast ocean…I’m drifting further and further from your beautiful shore, I float my body breaking against violent waves which pull me far far from the horizon alone, I wade, no one around to hear me for the longest days…the darkest of nights, Oh, how I’ve prayed to be rescued pulled ashore only by your hand chipped and weathered most of me empty, nothing left but a note two words I’ve carried with me for so long hoping someday my message would reach you fall from your lips and into your broken heart …I’m sorry
You deserve to rest. Even if only for a moment. Put down the weight you’re carrying. Let go of the need to keep it all together. Take off your warrior mask. For this moment, now … just breathe. – Jason Garner
This time it didn’t matter if I held you I guess my heart grew stronger from all the breaks Like a junky with a kicked addiction my track marks no longer have aches
I fought through the pain of withdrawal alone and in despair Worth nothing more to you, forgotten in some gutter behind nowhere
Day and night I yearned for another fix even if it was to be my last Only it was you who controlled the poison Stronger than any vial or any glass
I had to kick this dirty habit I just had to say goodbye For the therapy of holding on to you was worse than coming down from the high
Now, my veins are finally clean suppressed from the urge of you It took my own rock bottom to discover… that a drug can be tainted too
Every day…I write you a love letter. No pen, no paper, just what’s inside my heart. I know they never reach you. But, right now I’m OK with that. Because, no matter how many words I’ve written, or how many more I’ll write. My heart will never close what was, what is…what will forever be, the best chapters of my life.
tell me how I can make a dream come true like the one I had last night of you and then there was the night before and…well, so many many more
it’s the one where you said hello and the tears suddenly began to flow we rushed into an embrace and held each other tight all I wanted to do was hold on with all my might
I tried to stay for as long as one dream could remain in a place void of the hurt, the loss, the pain oh please tell me how I can make that dream come true when I dream a little dream of you
my love for you is like a book with stolen pages beautiful words erased deleted lines…replaced everything’s torn from the very bind words rewritten that were never mine an unknown author with a tale of a broken heart spends his lonely days with nowhere to start his pen runs dry there’s nothing more to capture in this tragic love story without its final chapter
Earth To Ash 