I went for a walk just now and, along the way, I saw this single leaf still fixed to the tree. Standing there, I thought about if this symbolized anything. Maybe there was a meaning. Then, in a moment, it came to me. Somedays, I may be fragile. But I am damn strong when it matters. Anyday. I can, have, and will weather any storm. I will always hang on. – Ash
One Saturday an old used-up weekend in my life back when I was a small boy who took shortcuts home I remember that Saturday and how golden was the hillside how the fences cast shadows through blades of long grass while it danced when the wind played the lead along the way I ducked clotheslines with flapping white blankets and wool socks that made dogs bark for no reason almost home I stopped to take a drink from a cold stream with those floaty things a puttering engine in the distance pulled me up for a look when I do I see a fishing boat breaking the glass harbour I become lost in the triangle wake of that trail the vessel leads behind as its crew steams toward their living into the greying eve while seagulls give chase for little company it stretches a few seconds for me for some reason captivates me, holds my breath, takes grip of my soul until the lighthouse steals away the attention enough to break my trance in time to hear the voice of my grandmother who sings my name through the hills beckons my return from the adventures of my childhood it won’t be long now, just cross the torn bush garden and the triangle stone like I remember…one Saturday
Living in the past is OK every now and again. To bask in the emotional comfort of a triggered memory. But do not live too long in the days gone by, because you’ll wind up missing the days that go by. – Ash
I stood there high and saw the sorrow from loss below my heart did nothing tomorrows came with tears all around but still nothing why did you get to take the both of us away from a life of no regret you controlled everything now you are nothing not even a thing anymore you should have been made to be someone who lives with it too but instead got to leave with half of the secrets I bear the weight of two heavy with memories of darkness pained by unheard screams of listen to me I’m grieving not death no, I am grieving the lost chances to face hurt with words stab hard with scars shown with no shame be the trial seeking reason and forgiveness only I forever will walk the green mile alone and life as I know it throws your sentence away forever